Poetry: *** The moment I saw you cry***

*** The moment I saw you cry***

I will always remember this bright afternoon,

When my vision so darkened,

My veins so chilled,

My heart startled,

I think I was changed,

When I finally realized that forever was what you wanted,

The moment I saw you cry.

You were out there by yourself,

I shut you away from where you wanted to live,

But this afternoon,

I wanted to hold you but I died inside,

I wanted to know you more, but guilt killed me,

I wanted to die with you,

The moment I saw you cry.

I saw you standing there in a bare body,

Straight from the bathroom,

Those drops still on your toned figure,

But you barely stood straight,

Your eyes were shocked,

You shivered and you were cold,

The moment I saw you cry.

You looked at me so deeply,

I was frightened,

I was sorry,

I had ruined us,

I saw those heavy tears,

You were like a little child,

The moment I saw you cry.

I ended it so soon,

I was very afraid of breaking your heart,

Especially when I discovered you wanted me for keeps,

Nevertheless, I did it anyway,

You were all by yourself,

I cried my heart out,

The moment I saw you cry.

I followed you to the bedroom,

I wanted to hold you,

I wanted to reverse my words,

However, I could not,

I wanted to apologize,

I was so hurt,

The moment I saw you cry.

I felt the love I felt the first day,

But this time it was cold,

It was betrayed,

I wish I never existed at that moment,

You were deeply hurt,

I could tell with every painful sob you gave,

The moment I saw you cry.

I came on top of your jittering bare body,

Watched those tears head down to your ears,

Your running nose so red,

I cried too much and kissed you,

I tasted your tears and swallowed every drop,

I was touched,

The moment I saw you cry.

I will always remember,

Your shaky touch on my back that evening,

You pulled me closer to feel your heartbeat,

You did not say a word,

I knew you wanted me forever,

I wanted to turn your world around,

The moment I saw you cry.

You were so shattered,

You did not say a word,

You were so sad,

So shocked,

I could not hold those words anymore,

I touched your face and cried,

The moment I saw you cry.

I said I was sorry,

I promised to love you more,

You kissed me,

It lasted short though,

I DID IT AGAIN and I regret,

The moment I saw you cry.

***I think I saw you cry***